This is a damn shame, too, because I waited for Lindsay to log on and I never saw her. I guess that’s because everyone loves the light-and-natural look these days, so the industry had to make a scent to go with it.

Do you live in a community that fosters your beliefs?

I hate it when people call me Rich… and the thing about me when I’m angry is, even tho I’m quiet and you don’t know when I’m angry until you push me - and then I’m a goddamn volcano.
And then getting her to arrange a time with Lucy, so that I can tell her just with me and Micky there. I cant let her make me feel like this but at the same time I just dont even want to be a part of it. I mean the whole point of this is - I can’t see whats going to happen next.. and that scares me, I press my lips onto this mirror we call life and blow till my cheeks expand but I go nowhere, and neither does my breath.
What in my vision is so clouded that I can’t see my own beauty, inside or out?
Why do I always fall for guys that i can’t have. I have a job all set up, and I was able to apply for an apartment up there…. its nothing special, but I’m not extravagent… as long as I dont have to share it with anyone, I’m satisfied.
But I still have hope in you, girl but there’s nothing I can do; the rest is up to you. It’s all right there on the main page, so there’s a plus to your set-up this way!
When you share a home, the dynamic of the relationship must necessarily change, but what are the rules when the situation is temporary?

The trick is to rotate partners in order to keep things exciting. Trust is a pretty fragile thing, but it’s maybe not broken by exactly the things you might think. Trust is about openness, about knowing what’s going on. What is Love? I’m allergic to soap, but if you mean the shows, then prolly Mary’s Place…. lol, half of you don’t even know what that is. Often when reading about such people as that, trying to put myself in their shoes, I wonder - could I be up to that? If I’d known then that I would be having so much trouble now, and that men fall around the age of 18 and don’t get back up for a long time, I would’ve been more grateful for what I had. What is that destination? That leads to treachery. That just freaked me out for the rest of the time I was there so I had to put that in this journal so someone could feel the same way that I did when I found out, that person is fine though, they just walked away from the hospital with cuts and bruises which is something to praise God for cause it coulda been way worst then it turned out to be. I was hoping that I could get the link to work but I obviously screwed something up so I guess you’ll have to cut and paste.

My sister’s happily married to the best of my knowledge with two wonderful children. First off, I have to briefly mention the wonderful ending of my semester.

It’s so absurd to think that I never even considered making movies and celebrities an intrinsic part of my life. Don and I considered ourselves married when I was seventeen… I married young…

I had never even seen his face, and yet I said I would make those holy vows to him…