I’m Back
Friday May 11th 2007, 12:53 pm
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international big brother logoI caught the scent of a Big Brother approaching on Channel 4 in the UK June 2007 and I had to return. I know the Australians have all been glued to their screens waiting for some nudity, but their uncut feed was taken away for bad behaviour haha. In the UK we become more liberal every year and have no fear there well be naked housemates all over the TV from June! In the mean time Oz will have to make do with the likes of Big Brother housemate Emma Cornell posing without many clothes on in Zoo Weekly before she went in.


I got the sack today….
Tuesday October 24th 2006, 9:00 am
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Nobody’s digits were chewed off and very little blood was shed. It was outside and up & down little hills. I ate and it was good… and now here I am. I got fired today, so now I have tons of time to sleep.


Me talking rubbish as usual…
Thursday September 28th 2006, 7:15 pm
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This is a damn shame, too, because I waited for Lindsay to log on and I never saw her. I guess that’s because everyone loves the light-and-natural look these days, so the industry had to make a scent to go with it.

Do you live in a community that fosters your beliefs?


Please don’t call me Rich…
Monday September 18th 2006, 4:32 am
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I hate it when people call me Rich… and the thing about me when I’m angry is, even tho I’m quiet and you don’t know when I’m angry until you push me - and then I’m a goddamn volcano.
And then getting her to arrange a time with Lucy, so that I can tell her just with me and Micky there. I cant let her make me feel like this but at the same time I just dont even want to be a part of it. I mean the whole point of this is - I can’t see whats going to happen next.. and that scares me, I press my lips onto this mirror we call life and blow till my cheeks expand but I go nowhere, and neither does my breath.
What in my vision is so clouded that I can’t see my own beauty, inside or out?
Why do I always fall for guys that i can’t have. I have a job all set up, and I was able to apply for an apartment up there…. its nothing special, but I’m not extravagent… as long as I dont have to share it with anyone, I’m satisfied.
But I still have hope in you, girl but there’s nothing I can do; the rest is up to you. It’s all right there on the main page, so there’s a plus to your set-up this way!
When you share a home, the dynamic of the relationship must necessarily change, but what are the rules when the situation is temporary?


Soap opera of life
Wednesday September 13th 2006, 8:48 am
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The trick is to rotate partners in order to keep things exciting. Trust is a pretty fragile thing, but it’s maybe not broken by exactly the things you might think. Trust is about openness, about knowing what’s going on. What is Love? I’m allergic to soap, but if you mean the shows, then prolly Mary’s Place…. lol, half of you don’t even know what that is. Often when reading about such people as that, trying to put myself in their shoes, I wonder - could I be up to that? If I’d known then that I would be having so much trouble now, and that men fall around the age of 18 and don’t get back up for a long time, I would’ve been more grateful for what I had. What is that destination? That leads to treachery. That just freaked me out for the rest of the time I was there so I had to put that in this journal so someone could feel the same way that I did when I found out, that person is fine though, they just walked away from the hospital with cuts and bruises which is something to praise God for cause it coulda been way worst then it turned out to be. I was hoping that I could get the link to work but I obviously screwed something up so I guess you’ll have to cut and paste.


Marriage
Wednesday September 13th 2006, 8:47 am
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My sister’s happily married to the best of my knowledge with two wonderful children. First off, I have to briefly mention the wonderful ending of my semester.

It’s so absurd to think that I never even considered making movies and celebrities an intrinsic part of my life. Don and I considered ourselves married when I was seventeen… I married young…

I had never even seen his face, and yet I said I would make those holy vows to him…


Men nude huh? men…why?
Saturday August 26th 2006, 11:37 am
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I have never been the sort who gets crushes on celebrities. He takes several of the photos that people see of his sister as well as other celebrities. At the beinning of Interview with a Vampire, Anne Rice has a little video forward, in which she expresses that she’d had some reservations about the people who played the characters, etc., but having seen it, she really thought it was well done.

For the uninformed, I was, once upon a time, the biggest Anne Rice fan ever.

With Rob Finch over the next day, we determined it was the Vanderbilt game, for which I held Bob Davies markerboard as he filled in for Lou Holtz; therefore, I was on the field there with the naked team in that picture. When everyone had left, we stayed to swim and slide and soak in the hot tub. Are you sick of organized religion in the altogether?

I went over but didnt talk to him at first, feeling safe in the anonymity of the crowd for Paul Walker. You take the head of your cock, and rub it over my clit….. and I start to thrust a little for you….. Mmmm, thoughts of you swirl around in my head, as I rub and pinch on my little clit….


Oh Jesse
Saturday August 26th 2006, 11:35 am
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I wish we could’ve gotten a chance to hang out more. While they may be going mainstream, they’ll be getting more of the recognition they deserve.

While I don’t mind my family, I kind of don’t want to be in the house itself. I’m sure the parents around me thought I was nuts, but how can you resist Josh Groban? Before I fell asleep, the very last thought I had of her was of her in her coat and her black velvet again, only this time, my father had opened the door for her, and she was stepping out into a soft, magical night. I had an amazing time, even though I enjoyed it in a completely different way from how I thought I might, when I thought I might enjoy it at all, which I didn’t think I really would. Tell me again, I want to hear who broke my faith in all these years, who lays with you at night when I’m here all alone, remembering when I was your own.

Having to censor myself is way more pressure than I want when I write here. I was strong when people I didn’t know said mean things to me because I was a native american. And so life sucks because it’s just crap, and if you don’t find meaning and… I used that to replace the cable currently running from outside to my tv, and guess what? And thats what he told people.


Woot!
Monday August 21st 2006, 6:46 pm
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They make it harder to know what sort of man he is. So I why do I have such a hard time believing what they are saying to me? Everything since twelve has told me otherwise, but I managed to not be completely stripped of believing fairy tales to happen.

On rainy days we’d watch movies, but otherwise tv had little influence on my world. Warren’s teachers have commented that he is like a different kid, smiling, happy willing to work. Today I commented on the Livestrong bracelet one of the guys I work with was wearing. We were walking from the restaurant to the Irish pub, and who did we run into?


Wohaa
Friday August 18th 2006, 5:36 pm
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And when I re-read what I’ve written above it seems to make me sound miserable, but I’m not. I do wonder what it’s going to be like if the funerals i have to attend are going to be related to me somehow.

You all know what that is, so don’t act like you don’t know.

Me and my wife decided today that mass suicide was the answer to everthing. Does it make sence that I want to die but I’m afraid too? And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there.

You see, one of you beautiful minds emailed me to tell me that while my cookie recipe truly was a thing of wonder, what I really should do is substitute a half a cup of cocoa powder for a half a cup of flour. So of course I had to make him something, never mind that I’m exhausted and burnt out, and just generally in one of my rather be in bed adn sulk moods. Imagine me young, in high school, listening to crap like Counting Crows and Tracy Chapman, and repeating the Air Supplys Greatest Hits CD that I stole from my mother on my Discman over and over and over again.


Hello world!
Friday August 18th 2006, 5:28 pm
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